Sometimes It's Not Okay To Let it Linger

Saturday, October 19, 2013

A sudden blog post and a random thought I had while having a break from assignments.

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I love how it all work in university. I love how I hang out with friends, talking nonsenses. I love being dizzy doing all of those assignments. I simply love my life right now. But it all stopped after I had my first open recruitment interview for an upcoming campus' event. I suck at it. I ruined my very own answers. I stutter. I had that awkward, stupid laughing face in front of people. I had that super annoying squeaky voice, not that "confident" voice.

That's what I hate for being myself. Being too shy. Unconfident. Awkward. Act stupid around people. It seems that that they are my biggest nemesis. I really really wish I could get rid of that stuffs, but I just can't help but keeping up that traits. I would trade some of my positive traits and skills just to be confident and talk to every people, even people I just met.

The point is, I'm just busy lingering around. Having fun with people that I just enjoy spend the time with, and doing things that I just love to do. I never had that time to introspect. But, Thank God, I had that chance to get up from my very comfort zone and start to think for being a better myself. Yeah, sometimes it's not okay to let ourself linger. ヽ(•‿•)ノ

P. S. : Stay tuned on my instagram account: @novreica. I post a lot lately.

8 comments:

  1. AAAAAAAAAAAH cn i feel you :( let's be the better version of ourselves :'D no easy way out, but the whole process to be the person we are meant to be.

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    1. AAAAAA Valen I'm so sad and tired of this stupid bad trait I have. Yes! Let's be a better person! Semangat!!! :D

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  2. Hey, cn! Don't be worry. You've got a lot of other potentials that you can dig them out. :D

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  3. I kinda suck at interviews, too. I always find the right answer I should have given after things happen.......
    but I bet you have great portfolio; then you'll be fine with the screening (I already gave up about the result tbh) cheer up! :D

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    1. Yesssss.... We exactly have the same problem. :(
      I guess so, wishing all the best for this interview hahaha. :D Thank you Cica! :D

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  4. wow.. your work is amazing!! would you like to follow each others? i already followed yours :D

    williamcl.blogspot.com

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    1. Thank you! Sure I'll check yours first :D

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