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This is Just a Bad Day, Not a Bad Life

First week of semester five, and suddenly, BAM! Five deadlines due for next week. Okay, let me do some brief descriptions: two designs should be ready by this weekend, including 30 logo sketches and 3 alternative packaging designs for a brand that I never heard before. Followed by a journal to be read and reviewed, and two tremendous presentations coming up next week.

Wow. Just wow.

I feel even more sadder when I had a discussion with my friend at lunch, discussing about productivity and some incoming organizational events that my friend is gracefully being offered, while I'm not. I never blame anyone for this. I just keep on blaming myself for being a stupid personality who never really fits in society. 

I'm sorry for being such a complete weirdo. 

The only thing that relieves me now is just writing this maybe useless words to this space. Maybe if you mind, please don't read this. I can't help but write this. Hehe. Sorry! Here's some catchy tunes you might want to hear, especially ones who currently feeling the same as I do.


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All that I need now, is for the rain to fall from the sky... To wash away my pain inside.

8 comments

  1. oh well, I'm not good in fitting in the society too :) But sometimes I struggle with it. Yeah, just for the sake of "experiences'' in our CV -___- Maybe you wanna give it a try someday?

    REALLY hope you done great in Semester 5! I'm struggling it too now and will be facing the finals next week. And yes, it's extremely exhausting! GodBless you!

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    1. Yes, I found it hard to do so. I don't know if it's everyone's problem too. :(
      I would love to work on something else besides university assignments especially that involves organization, but I always struggle with people. Like there's only 1:1000 chance I get on well with other people. Sigh.
      Thank you, dear! I hope you're doing well on your study too! Thanks a million for your support! :D Your respond encourage me to ace this semester!

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  2. Wow hey, stumbled across your blog and happened to read this sad little post. I can somehow relate to your rant about not fitting in the society. But hey, everyone is a misunderstood weirdo until they find their personal brand of `society`. There's somewhere out there where you can fit perfectly in. :D

    Have a good day! ;)

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    1. Ah thank you Fransisca for your lovely comment. I'm literally smiling right now reading it, hehe. :)
      Yes, I believe somewhere out there people will accept me for who I am and I could perfectly fit in there.
      It's just me who's too tired that day lol. :D Thanks again, dear!

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  3. good luck with your homeworks there, hun ;)
    and cheer up!

    x
    sartob

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  4. Wow! Me too! I think we have the same kind of personality ;) I kinda find it hard to fit in the society. So I try to join organization just for the sake of a good CV also lol xD

    Good luck for your 5th semester, dear!

    http://eugeniasepthariani.blogspot.com

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    1. Hello! Wow, it's somehow pleasant to know that I'm not the only one who feels like a weirdo. :)
      Yes, I joined some organization in my uni and I guess it's still hard for me to keeping up all things to stay okay. I guess I should keep on learning how to do it well.
      Thanks, dear! I will! :D

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